Thursday 12th March 2020
Daily Blog NO.103.
When it comes to being frightened of something our bodies can react in so many different ways.
We have in our minds a fantasy that you long to transfer into reality but we are frightened that if we do it may not be the same as in our dreams and thoughts.
To find the perfect person to be that other character in your scenario must be right other wise it will crush the long term imagery that you have yearned for for so long.
PVC, Leatherette, Corsets or Bottoms. What’s your fantasy?
It may be a figure that you have looked up to and you have put them on a pedestal in reality but in your dreams you have wanted to do things to her that you know that she would disagree to.
She’s a figure is of a dominant stature, you would love for her to boss and humiliate you to the point where you actually question your loyalty to yourself.
She manipulates you in a way how she likes things done. She doesn’t care about what you want because all that is important is her needs.
You want to tell her your true feelings but that would ruin the dominant relationship that you have with her.
You have to keep this fantasy with you for as long as you can but the erg is so strong that you cant think of anything else but her.
The one thing that holds you back from bringing your fantasy to reality is…
I will leave you to finish the sentence as every individual has there own fetish fantasy.
if you have a dominant fantasy that you would like to bring to reality contact me and we can converse about it some more.
Saturday 11th January 2020
Daily Blog NO.42.
Over the past year, I have decided to cut my own hair because I have not found a hairdresser competent enough to please me. In this time I have been able to design what I think is a style that suits my hair type and face/head shape.
It’s taken me a few haircuts to find what I am happy with but I think I am finally there.
My style is a basic clipper cut, contouring from NO.1. to NO.8. guard. We all have different skull shapes unique to the individual which unfortunately some hairstyles doesn’t look as good with some shape heads as others.
I have developed a bony head with my weight loss and change of eating recently. I have got to accept that I won’t get the smoother no.1. blend silhouette as I would have had years ago.
Before My Haircut
Oh well, That’s life. That’s what happens when growing older but I’m still happy.
I have to be in the mood to cut my hair otherwise I don’t feel that the outcome is what I particularly like and aim for.
So as you can see from the photographs that I woke up in the mood to go that bit shorter this time.
The reason being is that when my hair gets to a certain length when I wake and my crown sticks up, it lays very strange at times.
So the only way to sort it out is to have a shower which I love to do every morning but it then plants that seeds in my mind that I need a haircut very soon.
This firstly happened yesterday morning when I greeted the postman by not having the chance to looking at myself before answering the door to him.
After My Haircut
He probably didn’t notice but I sure did when I went to check after I closed the front door.
Also lately I have been looking out for some different hairdressing capes, to my disappointment I have not found anything but the normal production line cotton, cheap nasty looking plastic or children’s capes.
So as I mentioned in a previous blog that I have bought a sewing machine with vouchers that had been tributed to me on amazon.
So last night I started on my first design of BDSM, hairdressing, Fetish Capes. Although I didn’t need to use the sewing machine for what I wanted to do. At least it was a start.
Now I haven’t seen anything like this online or anywhere as I have been looking for a while now. So, as far as I know, this is my unique design and there will be more from where that came from in the near future.
Whatever material I can make into a cape and whatever I can attach to it to make it fetish I will give it a jolly good go and I won’t give up till I succeed.
What you see me wearing when I cut my hair today is my first attempt at this design but as I make many more I will get better and the end result will be more to what I really want and at a satisfactory standard. I do have high standards in a lot of things.
So keep watching this space for more weird and wonderful Fetish items.
If you would like an experience in my BDSM Hairdressing Salon contact me and we can converse more about the topic.